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She is strong. Strong enough to break an iron rod. For the past few years she is differently different. A different woman than actually she was. Earlier she was that serious girl whom you will fail to impress at your very first looks,a time when she was supposed to be innocent. Seriousness was a markable feature of her chats, thoughts and actions.I have seen her crying, pouring her heart out. I have seen her shattered and broken.Lost with hopes.But now she is the Phoenix that had risen from the ashes.The things that she went through had turned her to view life as a bawdy show .Now she owns that artless childlike profile. She hides her pain deep inside her heart of hearts.Or  is she trying to forget everything, by taking life lightly? Everything that could not be forgotten.Iam pretty sure she hasn't forgotten anything. Such true gems are a rare view. Women like her maybe present all around you. But unless they feel themselves comfortable enough to pour their heart out to you,

The Conceptual love

He told her not to look for him anymore. That she would find someone better. Someone who could understand her better. But he failed to understand her. The unlike ideas and concepts of love, The different degree of perseverance and patience, The profligate orchestrated events, Incomprehensible intimations. Once and for all her concepts of love became disfigured. The wolf would no longer see it's moon. She was the wailing star of the night sky. He was not just a name, He was her muse. The unwritten words, Untold stories, Unseen wounds. The scars that he made on her. The deep impressions. She was left behind. She was abandoned. Lone and heartbroken. She held a bunch of shattered dreams. She could hear the hounding cries. The memories that could not be erased. Every reflection began to strangle her. He was her secret pride. The way to his heart was easy . But the other way is different. The hurdles are hard and unbearable. Because to let go is har

She II

She thought it would be okay. That it won't bother her. But as days passed,it became stronger and stronger. She felt the weight of her heart. Her tears reminded her of that. It killed her. She didn't resurrect to be hurt again. A.C

Nothing matters!

I did everything for them. Nothing. I argued. I was unheard. I cried. I saw no light of hope. But I was not afraid. For, my expectations pushed me into limbo. I could have foreseen that. I shouted. No one listened. No voice of console. I hoped if it was a dream. I hoped if I was a phoenix. I could have resurrected. To go back to the world where I came from. I held no grudges. No arguments. Because at the end nothing matters. A.C

Recognition

'Happy Women's Day ' Those three words transformed her. It changed her imperfections into Perfections. It fastened her daily Chores. It gifted a smile to her Face. It motivated her Spirits. It gave rhythm to her Heartbeats. It made her Hairs dance. It increased the sweetness of her Lullaby. It brought back the glitters in her Eyes. It was the recognition from her Husband. A.C

A Second Thought

  Blankness engulfs me The thought of being dumb Decision pending... Grab my hand Take me away Away to the darkness Hell is being created here... I run to hide.. Hide beneath the blankets Goosebumps... Shiver... Fear... Owls... Houls... Blood... Tides... Thunder... Blinking lights... Black and White Steps... Gorges... Heart beats... Nightmares... Everything  transcends darkness... Orendaa!! Altar... Angels... Baby's breath... Laughs... Sunlight... Rain... Candles... Peace... Breath at last... Yes! Time to revamp my life. A.C

From The Hospital Bed...

She was unable to sleep last night. In the morning when she opened her eyes , she could only see the pale ceilings of the hospital room. A stinging smell always filled the room. Lying on the bed she recollected everything. And somewhere in the film, flashed his face . He..He was her world.. Literally they created their own  world. He promised her to help her fulfill her dreams and make her parents proud. But everything changed. She left the arms that held her.. Knowing the length of her life. He was relectant to do that...Instead assured her all the happiness.But she wanted him to be happy. And from that day she was alone.The only thing she knew now is that her days are counted. She don't know the number of days that she laid in the hospital bed. She completed her role and now she started bidding farewell to her co-actors..With unfulfilled  dreams... Uncompleted vows... Broken relations... And a bag full of memories..Her eyes begin to fall asleep slowly..One by one..into th