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I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for women out there who do not have a room of their own, to cry out loud. I'm sorry for women who do not have a space of their own to soliloquize. I'm sorry for women out there who suffocate in the air of pretension and who struggle to let go. I'm sorry for women who cannot enjoy the silence, And who are silenced when they want to whoop it up. I'm sorry for women who cannot say 'no', Who is touched, when they don't want to be. I'm sorry for women who are surrounded by when they long for loneliness. I'm sorry for women whose broken heart is not mended. I'm sorry for women who are killed a thousand times when they live. I'm sorry for women who can be billionaires by selling their tears. I'm sorry for women who are blamed for being selfish. I'm sorry for women who are doomed from birth.                                            I'm sorry for women who bleed and bleed and bleed, And who cannot give birth. I'm sorry

Just Be Home

I want to hold you forever, till the end, When your hairs sieved the sunlight every single time, I used to brush it. I never got a chance to ask you How do you feel about me, But I knew you had the same feelings hidden in you. Ashamed, you said we were friends  on vacation in Vienna, And brothers in Paris. No, we are not friends or brothers But you are my lover, Do you think the way I think? When you lied about your love life Your eyes refused to look mine. You were not certain, You were afraid to confirm. I remember the day you walked into my life, Saying you liked my Hawaiian shirt. It's okay if you don't remember, It's okay if you are afraid. While we all chase the love, we go for the perfect, For the easy life. But I cannot forget the love in your eyes for me, entangled in the trauma of perfection. Your words always brought the winter before me, Like a bird, I felt my flight. I pray that you realise your heart, I will be here for you, waiting in my old cabin. Just be ho

You are Perfect for Each Other and I Don't Believe Anything else

Dear Martha and Jonas,   Both of you amused me with your story. You both had a very complicated life that an ordinary human finds difficult to decipher. Yet you succeeded in making me understand what shit was actually going through your lives and how difficult it is to survive in those conditions.    Jonas, you were that teenage boy living in Winden with a perpetual sadness in your face. You were content with your small family, friends, and Martha. But you found it difficult to cope with your father's unexpected demise and you wondered why he took his own life. But when you finally got answers for everything, you cursed yourselves for having such a life. You realized the fact that you could not love your Martha anymore and things would not be the same from that very moment. But you tried really hard to make things right because you cared for others and you wanted your people to be happy again. You even wished for a world without you and tried to take your life since you understood